The Last Time

When was the last time?
A whopping decade ago?
I can feel the rapid disappearing of
the tail of my orgasmic memory….

Probably that was the real last time.
Another pessimistic defeatism covers
all over my body, mind and spirit.
It’s ok. My age is advanced enough.

Yap. I am finally free of doing it?
My unflinching dream gives in?
What is left on my not-so-long road of my life?

Yeah, the last time…
Many last times ‘till the real last time…