To God of Love

My God of love,
I can’t fathom how big your love is.
Ah! However,
You show me the shining sun
behind the dark cloud that
could bring a storm any time.
You allow me feel your hands that
knit my life to perfect beauty
in the midst of an excruciating pain.
You give me a peace
amid a great fear that my ground
might sink into the bottomless pit.
You sneak in my troubled mind and
give me a comfort when
I want to run far far away and
hide in the deepest corner of this world
out of shame.
This love from You is enough for me.
But…..can I dare ask You?
Please help me prepare for
your much bigger love coming.
I pray in the name of my Lord Jesus Christ.

License to Sin

A catechist XXX from Catholicism
has a license to sin
He/she can play around
in any mud with anybody anytime
God will wipe out the filthy stuff from
His/her sensuous body
God won’t say
Don’t get into that mud ever again!
So XXX jumps into the squalid mud
Right after the cleansing-up
This goes on and on in and out of mud
Sacrament of Reconciliation is not
based on his/her repentance, but
based on God’s never-flinching,
don’t-ask and ever-growing love
Too good to be true? But it’s true

If I could love like Joseph…(Luke 2:1-7)

Jesus who was rejected from this world
even before He was born.
The place that accepted Jesus was
horses’ hideout uninhabitable to humans.

Joseph who was all along with
the Passion of Fetus Jesus and Baby Jesus
without a word and any grumble.
Joseph’s eyes that was full of unfathomable
love that couldn’t be found in any men in the
world were seeing about-to-come-due Mary.
A foolish love;
feeling happy with other man’s baby in his arms.
A ridiculous love;
believing Mary’s preposterous story.
This Joseph was human?
Maybe Joseph was just a symbol of God’s love.
I am little bit envious of Joseph’s love.
Then am I human?
What kind of woman was Mary?
Mary was that beautiful?
She was still being loved
even after she bore other man’s baby.
Was Mary human?
Mary who couldn’t help loving Joseph.
Joseph who couldn’t help enduring the pain of loving Mary.
Won’t matter whether they loved each other or not, but
Joseph’s love in the painting is more beautiful
Without Joseph’s incredible love,
Jesus would be able to come to this world a lot harder.
Men’s conspiracy that gave Mary all the credit
for Jesus’ Incarnation and
stripped everything from all other women,
Is shattered by women’s sharp blade that
gives Joseph all the credit
for Jesus’ Incarnation and
stripped everything from all other men.

Where is my Mary?
Ah! She is right there!